Assumptions and those who harbour them amuse me. Constantly, I find myself at loggerheads with them, on the way they assume I should react to their regular rants at me. They expect me to be as angry as them when they feel wronged; they want me to burst out at others with raw emotions and begrudging yells. Somehow, apparently, this is how most ‘humans’ react! They let all grievances into the open and get extremely confrontational. So, I’m told, to yell and be rude because I’m entitled to do so. But I don’t think so. I don’t hold no grudges as a result of wrongs done to me, nor do i easily get angry.

Somehow, I seldom lose my cool and I find myself trying to be logical about every scenario. Surprisingly, however, some think I am ‘cold’ . A conclusion that is funny enough to make me smile in the middle of others’ delivery of an argument. Which then triggers on another accusation that I am smiling at them because I am arrogant! Lol. But the truth is I am not, and what makes me smile is how abusive people can get with the illusion that few sentences of insults can achieve anything, or provoke a reaction from me. I don’t know about others but to get my reaction, you must speak the language of violence, which is a language I can perfect understand. A language I can go about using in a cool and calculated manner.  One doesn’t have to be angry to exact punishment.

You see, I hold anger and grudges as being two evil forces, that can have detrimental effects on the purity of your soul. Thus, I try my best to avoid both anger and grudges. The effort works well towards my spiritual happiness, but strangely enough, it doesn’t for others’ happiness lol. To a great extent, my declaration of independence from anger or grudge towards others is infuriating! They don’t believe I am telling them the truth but I am…it’s true!  It is! I just can’t be angry at other humans….I don’t find them that important that be angry with them. I’ve got bigger questions that occupy me at all times. Questions that I cannot get answers for, which I need to concentrate on. 

So, it would be lovely if human beings can hold back their tantrums, till I get the time to deal with them. Is that too much to ask :)